A Musical Metamorphosis: How the Marching Virginians Transformed My Life

Jillian Sasso, who guest wrote this blog, is a current MV.

In order to become a beautiful butterfly, a caterpillar must undergo an intense transformation inside a cocoon for a couple of weeks. Now, I know nothing about entomology, but I do know that this same process can be seen in other areas of life. Two weeks may not be enough time, though, as some transformations can take many years.

Me in my freshman year at the Baseball Stadium game — September 26, 2020. (Beau Wong)

If you are currently a member of the Marching Virginians, you may know me as the Service Officer, the girl who makes really good food, the girl who says some really weird stuff, or just “Jill.” It was not always like this though. I entered college as a ball of anxiety during the height of the COVID-19 pandemic. Every other MV who was here in 2020 knows the struggle; bags over our instruments, two masks at all times, and very limited rehearsals. Yet, I could not have asked for a better freshman year.

Let’s just say my high school marching band experience was not the best. Coming from a small band of 30 people to over 330 in the Marching Virginians was a massive shock for me. Not only was the clarinet section larger than my entire high school band, but everything was different. I came to the MVs looking for a better experience, and I wanted to remedy the problems I had faced in high school marching band. What I found was exactly that – and more!

Justine Campbell, Samuel Martin, Aidan Fishenden, and me at a game — September 10, 2022. (Jillian Sasso)

Like many others, I started out as a nervous young adult who had no idea what to do in life. The thought of college was scary and it certainly didn’t help that there wasn’t anyone else from my hometown in the band. I was terrified of everyone and everything, so trying out for the MVs was a major step out of my comfort zone. The MVs is a place of taking chances though, both for yourself and others. For me, the audition process was frightening, but I am so thankful that the clarinet leadership took a chance on me (cue ABBA music) that year. Although the conditions were not exactly favorable due to the pandemic, I still got my foot in the door to the greatest organization that exists at Virginia Tech.

Alexis Trippel, Ella Wolfe, and me after a failed picture attempt — September 16, 2023. (Beau Wong)

Sophomore year, Executive Officer Lauren Chuderewicz gave me an opportunity to be a part of something greater than myself – the MV Officer Team. The officers are the backbone of the entire band and nothing can operate without this incredible group of people. Becoming an officer was the beginning of my metamorphosis, and I felt that it was my duty to serve the band for as long as I could. I started out as the Music Librarian, printing copies of sheet music for numerous sections within the MVs. This was a wonderful position, and I was so thankful that Lauren gave me this chance.

Things only got better from there. I started to emerge from my “cocoon,” as I found a solid group of friends within the clarinet section. I also had the chance to interact with other sections and leadership through my position as an officer. College was still scary, and sophomore year proved to be more challenging than I thought. Things were adjusting “back to normal” after the pandemic had mostly subsided, including a return to in-person classes, an increased schedule for band, and many other things. It was a lot of stress for me, and things came to a critical point when I decided to switch my major over winter break. Yet again, the changes in my life changed me as a person. College is about exploration, and I realized that it was perfectly alright for me to acknowledge the current problems and choose a different path in life.

Some of the officers and managers that helped with counting cans for Hokies for the Hungry 2023 — November 17, 2023. (Jillian Sasso)

Throughout all of this, the MVs helped me to navigate everything. Even if nothing else was going right in my life, I had the support of my friends in the MVs and I still had music to perform for 60,000 fans in the fall. I was developing solid relationships, learning how to communicate with people of all different backgrounds, and working with others to create a better experience for current and future MVs. Then, I was selected to be the band’s Service Officer, which was a new opportunity to do more within the MVs. It took some time to adjust to the position, but I think I got the hang of it the second time around. 

My senior year proved to be the best part of my time in the MVs. I had entered my college cocoon as an anxious freshman afraid to talk to anyone, but I emerged from this cocoon as a more confident senior with a reputation within the MVs. As a senior and the band’s Service Officer, I felt it was my duty to help other MVs have the best possible experience. It has been such an honor to serve in this particular officer position. From coordinating band camp activities to setting a record for “Hokies for the Hungry” this past season, being the Service Officer has been the greatest achievement of my college career.

My mom and I when she visited for a game during my sophomore year — September 11, 2021. (Jillian Sasso)

I wanted to also take a moment to shout out my biggest supporter throughout the entirety of my college career and life–my mom! I have made so many friends in the MVs, but my mom is my absolute best friend. You may have seen her at the MVC with a “Hokie Mama” shirt on, mostly embarrassing me, as many moms do. Regardless, she has supported me through everything I have done in my life, especially music. My mom has constantly encouraged my clarinet playing in numerous ensembles, showed up to see me perform at as many football games as possible, and has even helped me count cans for “Hokies for the Hungry.” All of my friends love “Momma Sasso” and I have to say that I do too! Thank you, Mom, for being my biggest fan!

So, why am I telling you about all of this? Well, whether you’re an MV Alumni or a prospective MV for the next season, I hope my story reflects just how special this organization is to all of us. In the MVs, I have found friends, family, and love all through the concept of music. It’s not just about playing James Bond and Led Zeppelin in Yankee Stadium or trying not to cry when the crowd cheers during our Pregame show. It’s about coming to rehearsal and seeing your friends after a hard day of classes. It’s about finding people who make you a better version of yourself, and that is what I have found during my time as an MV.

Me flying during Superman after the 5.5 hour rain delay game — September 9, 2023. (Beau Wong)

My advice to any prospective MV is to try everything you can, even if you’re a ball of anxiety like me. College is a time of exploration, so just go out and do everything that you possibly can. Audition for the MVs, apply to be field leadership or a member of the officer team, and suggest ways to improve the organization as a whole. Be curious, ask questions, and keep practicing. In other words, start your own metamorphosis and join this wonderful organization that can transform you into a beautiful butterfly!

As I sit here typing this, about to graduate in May 2024, I feel mixed emotions. On one hand, I could spend my entire life performing as a clarinet player in the MVs. On the other hand, I have served my four years in the MVs and it is time to move on to the next chapter of life. I will miss performing in Lane Stadium, I will miss the MVC sunsets, I will miss the jokes and memes, but most importantly, I will miss this part of my life. However, I have completed my college musical metamorphosis, and I believe it’s time to start another. It’s time to follow the advice of one of my tattoos and “Keep Moving Forward!”

Mackenzie Knox: Keeping the Music Alive

Graduation does not have to be the end of your career as a musician. Many alumni have found ways to stay involved with music after their time with the MVs has come to an end.

Some find a new band within the community they settle into after they graduate, like Jenna O’Brien. Jenna (Clarinet, ‘18) moved to Philadelphia during the pandemic and was seeking a way to build community and a creative outlet outside of work. After a quick Google search, she found the Philadelphia Freedom Band, an organization that comes together to perform throughout the greater Philadelphia area and provide visible, active support to the LGBTQ+ community, and decided to join as a clarinet player. Her choice to join was solidified at her first rehearsal when she ran into fellow MV Alumna Sophie Tenaglia-Neil (Mellophone ‘15, maiden name: Sophie Tenaglia).

To Jenna, “band has been the space where I feel the most accepted and comfortable being myself.” This band is no different as she has found another band family here. The community she has cultivated here is so deep that she has even played marching band tunes at a fellow bandmate’s surprise birthday party. If you are seeking a community like Jenna did, she highly recommends researching community bands in your area. If you live around Philadelphia and want to join the Philadelphia Freedom Band, you can join the email list and get more information here. If you are outside the Philly area, they have sibling bands in many major cities that you can seek out!

Philadelphia Freedom Band’s holiday performance in Manayunk with MV Alumna Jenna O’Brien (Clarinet, ’18, 3rd from the left wearing the green knitted hat) and Ryan Fitzpatrick (Tone, ’05, 4th from the right wearing the rust-colored hat)

Other alumni create their next music opportunity by forming their own bands, including MV Alumna Duncan Elston. Duncan (Tone, ’19) is a bone and keys player in an 8-piece Funk Rock band based out of Richmond called The Monumentals. The band features 4 other MV Alumni: Joe McDermott (Snare, ‘17) on Drums, Cammy Cohen (Trumpet, ‘18) on vocals and trumpet, Matt Jones (Alto, ‘18) on sax, Anne Kelly Newman (Pic, ‘19) on vocals and flute.

The band started in some form when Cammy, Joe and Anne Kelly were still students at Tech in 2016. Once they had settled into Richmond post-graduation, the band continued to evolve into the funk rock group it is today, picking up additional members, Duncan and Matt, along the way.

Each member comes into this group with their own reasons to keeping the music alive in their lives. As a music educator, it is important to Duncan to connect with making music and playing since that is where his love of music originated. Bringing that love and appreciation of music to his students is cultivated that much more by participating in many musical opportunities outside the classroom. He also participates in several community bands in the area, the Richmond Pops Band and Commonwealth Winds. For members who are not music educators, like Cammy, it felt like a sharp transition to no longer have music in their lives after graduation. To help bring that back in her life as she navigated the beginning of her career, Cammy enjoyed having things like jam sessions and rehearsals on the calendar to keep music in her life, especially as the band was continuing to evolve.

Cammy advises that “it takes a while after graduation to figure out what fits well you’re your new lifestyle and satisfies your need for music” so take some time to figure out what you like/need to stay in touch with your musical side. She continues that “something like starting your own group will take time, especially in a big transition like college to career” so be patient with yourself and others as you figure out what works in this new life stage you are in.

You can catch The Monumentals playing around local breweries in Richmond, VA as well as some of the music venues in the area. Most recently, the group had their first solo show at The Canal Club in downtown Richmond which was an incredible experience to play such an iconic local venue. You can follow the band on Instagram @themonumentalsrva.

Duncan Elston ‘19, Matt Jones ‘18, Joe McDermott ‘17, Anne Kelly Newman ‘19, Cammy Cohen ‘18. The Monumentals performing at The Canal Club

So, whether it is a local community band, a group you form on your own or simply hosting jam sessions with friends, there are plenty of ways to stay involved with music once you enter the “real world” after graduation.

Mackenzie Knox - Alumni Blogger

A True Marching Virginian

If you were to ask an MV what it means to be a Marching Virginian, they would likely respond with the importance of working hard, compassion, friendship, and being a leader. Many of the MVs today absolutely love what they do, and there is a special phrase that our organization lives by today: Ut Prosim, meaning, That I May Serve, in Latin. This Latin phrase is the motto of Virginia Tech, and as representatives of our university, we strive to keep it in the hearts of each MV. One very special Marching Virginian, however, is the very definition of “That I May Serve,” and his name was Ryan “Stack” Clark. Ryan was a victim of the Virginia Tech shooting that took place on April 16, 2007. He was, and is, very special to our organization, and I had the honor of getting to meet and talk with his remarkable mom, Mrs. Letitie Clark. I was able to talk to her about what her son was like, why he decided to become an MV, and how we can remember him and keep him in our hearts. Many of the Marching Virginians today didn’t get the chance to get to know Stack and understand the impact he had on the band. I hope by writing this blog post today, Mrs. Clark and I can keep his memory and spirit alive.

Tell me about what your son; Where did he grow up? What was he like?

Hi, Stack! (ryanstackclark.org)

My son Ryan was born in Germany with his twin brother, because at the time we were a military family moving from place to place. Soon after we moved back to the United States, where my son grew up in Georgia. He’s a lot like his mom in how he loved perfection; he always strived to pay attention to the little details. He loved people, and he lived by the phrase, “I can help.” He always looked for ways to brighten someone else’s day, or make the world a better place. My son had the biggest heart, and the Marching Virginians and the Blacksburg community was his pride and joy.

Why did Ryan decide to become part of the Marching Virginians?

Well, since our family is from Georgia, we knew that it might be tough on our family having a child go out of state for school. When Ryan was starting to tour colleges in his senior year of high school, he went on a tour of Virginia Tech. Right when he arrived, he turned to me and said, “Mom, this is it,” he knew Virginia Tech would be his home. Ryan had been involved with marching band during high school, and he wanted to continue band in college. He was just so excited to come up to Blacksburg early for band camp, and he told me how nervous he was that he wouldn’t make it. He wanted to be a Marching Virginian so bad, and he would find out at midnight during band camp. He stayed up so late, waiting on the results of whether he would be accepted or not. Ryan read his name on the list of baritones that were new to the MVs, and he was just overjoyed. He was now a Marching Virginian.

Can you tell me about the day that he passed away?

Yes. Even though it was 17 years ago, it feels like yesterday to me. Although I’m now retired, I was a teacher at a local school near our home in Georgia. That morning I was already at work, and there was a television in our lounge where the news broadcasters had gotten information about something happening at Virginia Tech. As I was in the lounge with a couple of my coworkers, a couple members of the administration came in and said, referring to me, “Take her home, take her home now.” Nobody had told me what was going on, but in my heart I knew that something was very wrong. Our family had a plan in place for if there was ever an emergency, but I didn’t hear from my son. I had people at the house with me, and it felt as if hours had passed. Then there was a knock at the door, and there was a gentleman alongside a couple police officers standing on my doorstep. This gentleman was the coroner, and he told me that they had received word from the emergency room in Blacksburg, VA, and he said to me, “Ma’am, your son is gone.” From that moment on everything changed. This was the worst day of my life.

How can we remember Ryan and keep him in our hearts?

I think the way that you all have named your Hokie bird after him is beautifully touching, and I adore the way that others have told you all stories about him and taught the band about him. I hope we can remember not what happened to the 32 people that day, but who they were and their impact on this world.

Mrs. Clark told me that in the days following the shooting, she felt like she had gained 330 new family members; the Marching Virginians. She told me that they rallied around her, and their support and level of compassion was overwhelming in her time of grief. She has created a scholarship in memory of Ryan, called The Ryan “Stack” Clark Scholarship, where this organization hosts an annual 5K run that benefits the scholarship. I was absolutely honored to be able to interview such a warm, kind, and compassionate lady, and the Marching Virginians wish her all the best. We remember Ryan and the other 31 victims of that horrific day not by what happened to them, but the impact that they had on their loved ones and the people that they met. To each of the families who lost a loved one during the Virginia Tech shooting, the Virginia Tech community, and the Marching Virginians — We are Virginia Tech.

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“The Hokie Nation embraces our own and reaches out with open hearts and hands to those who offer their hearts and minds. We are strong, and brave, and innocent, and unafraid. We are better than we think and not quite what we want to be. We are alive to the imaginations and the possibilities. We will continue to invent the future through our blood and tears and through all our sadness. We are the Hokies.”

-Nikki Giovanni, Distinguished Emerita Professor and Poet

Ryan Clark. (ryanstackclark.org)

Goodbye to the Graduates: Outgoing Officers, 2023-2024

Within the next month and a half the officer team for the 2024 season of the Marching Virginians will be assembled. While the band collectively waits to see who their new officers are, some time is needed to say goodbye to the graduating members.

Lauren Chuderwicz — Executive Officer

From the trumpet section, a presence felt at every MV practice, game, and event, who has been one of the most dedicated MVs: Lauren Chuderwicz. Lauren has been the executive officer for the previous three years and graduates in May with an M.S. in computer engineering.

Calvin moore — drum major

This recent season was Calvin’s second run as drum major. Before this, he was a member of the sax section. Calvin graduates in May with an M.S. in aerospace engineering.

Jillian sasso — service officer

From the clarinet section, Jillian has organized many amazing service projects like the MV Blood Drive and a volunteer concert at Warm Hearth Village in her time as service officer. Jillian graduates in May with B.A.s in history and political science.

Sydney deitrich — operations officer

From the piccolo section, Sydney is graduating in May with a B.A. in sustainable biomaterials. With Sydney’s graduation, we unfortunately also have to say goodbye to everyone’s favorite dog: Pippin!

MAX KATES-TATE — OPERATIONS OFFICER

From the trombone section, Max is graduating in May with a B.S. in ocean engineering.

MAGGIE KIRK — INSTRUMENT SUPPLY OFFICER

From the horn section, Maggie graduates in May with a B.F.A. in creative technologies with a focus in animation.

BREANNA GOODE — Online content officer

From the piccolo section, Bre is responsible for many of the great videos on the MV Instagram. Bre is graduating in May with a B.S. in biomedical biology and is preparing for medical school applications.

While the band may not see everything they do, we know that the officer team is the reason that the MVs function so well. To all our graduating (and graduated) leadership, thank you for making our last season possible. Those of us left behind cannot wait to see what amazing feats you all do, and we all hope to see you at a football game this fall! 

From an Extreme Rookie to Leadership

Carter conducting at Hokies 4 The Hungry 2023! (MV Online Content)

I have been going to Virginia Tech football games my entire life; maroon and orange runs through my blood. I would sit by my Papa and Mama through the warm and sunny, rainy and windy, and whatever weather Blacksburg might bring us during the game. While I was always excited for every touchdown Virginia Tech made, I was more excited of the results of the touchdown — hearing the Marching Virginians play “Tech Triumph!”

I grew up begging my parents not to leave during halftime, saying “we can’t miss the band!” I knew that someday, I would be a dedicated marcher in high school, and furthermore, I would be a part of the Spirit of Tech. However, my dreams of participating in marching band were put on pause when I learned that I would have no high school marching band experience. My friends at other schools bragged about the community and all of the fun that they had at practice and making friends, practicing and rehearsing, and going to band competitions. My freshman year of high school, I remember going to the Virginia Tech football game and thinking “I will never be in that band; I will never be as good as them.”

Carter and Pix friends at dinner on the Military Bowl trip. (Rafael Garcia-Rodriguez)

Entering into my freshman year at Virginia Tech, I applied to the band and went to band camp to try out for the Marching Virginians. I cannot lie, it was overwhelming at first. To show up at a band camp with scores of freshmen sharing their high school experiences, talking about how incredible their high school bands were, terrified me. I thought I would not last. However, I did my best, I pushed to learn, and I worked as hard as I could to be the best marcher I could be. The leadership of the band was nothing but welcoming and encouraging. I remember one of my leaders in the piccolo section sharing with me that she had never marched before coming to Virginia Tech and she was impressed by the progress I was showing. I was determined to finish auditions as strong as I could whether I made the band or not. But let me tell you, to play Tech Triumph for my first time with the Marching Virginians was the most emotional experience I have ever had. I could not help but to cry. I had finally made it to the point I had dreamed about since elementary school. Whether or not I made the final cuts for the band, I finally had reached my goal.

Carter during band camp 2023. (MV Online Content)

Since then, I’ve surpassed that goal and have made it to my next goal, which was to become a member of MV leadership. Now, I am a piccolo rank captain.

I hope my story can be a testimony to what new members of the band can do, regardless of experience, and share what the Spirit of Tech is all about. The Marching Virginians is an organization that cares about community and service. I have made friends that I have gone through some amazing and terrible times with, and I know I can lean on them for anything. I have had some of my greatest memories of college in this band, whether it be at rehearsal laughing on the turf field, standing in the freezing and pouring rain, or jumping during “Enter Sandman” on Worsham Field in Lane Stadium. The Marching Virginians is an experience like no other.

If I could give any advice, tips, and tricks to any new member to the band, experienced or new to the world of marching, I would say you never know until you try. The Marching Virginians care about attitude, integrity, grit, and persistence. It is a matter of trying your best, listening to feedback, staying positive, and contributing as a member of the organization and the band. It takes work, but marching and adjusting to a different band arrangement is not hard if you put your time and effort into it. I now look back as a leader in the band to understand the incredible progress I have made, and how thankful I am to have people like Dr. Polly, Chad, and my section leadership who believed in me from the beginning, even as a new marcher.

There is nothing on this campus more incredible to be a part of than the Marching Virginians. It’s family, it’s support, it’s memories, and it truly is the foundation and the Spirit of Tech.